Feb 06, 2005 11:33
its so wierd how u can be best friends with someone one day and they want nothing to do with u the next i dont know bleg like how u thought u knew someone like the back of ur hand and then u feel like u just met them and then its the other way around how u just met them and u feel u know them like u never knew before like i said i think im better off not having anyfriends u dont get hurt that way the only one u have to blame for being upset is urself and if u dont have anyfriends u usually wont get upset i keep choosing the wrong people to be friends with or the rght ones that dont wanna be my friend i sat and thought about it and im the one who always screws up to all of u out there that tried to be my friend and help me and i screwed up thanx and im sorry i think im not gonna let anyone get close to me because all i seem to do is screw up and either hurt other people or myself or even both well i said all im gonna say thanks