So Thursday sucked. I thought after a week or so it would get better. I never would have predicted that me and jason were this close or that id still be this upset. It ridiculous and i dont know if i like being this way. I know its said that you dont know what you have til its gone and i tried to prevent that by being conscious and appreciative ( Read more... )

i hope what i want is worth fighting for becuase its what my heart desires

So i have up to 15 free tickets to see the Gin Blossoms with Seven Mary Three, Pat McGee Band and Sponge on Wed June 21 at 7 pm so we should all go, i picked up ten for now to include Me, Jason, Bailee, Becky, Mike, Lauren, Paul, Rie, Carrie and Alan....did i miss anyone who wants to go ( Read more... )

I miss Becky's already haha, such a great time. The trip was amazing, even with my little anti socialness Saturday morning. I loved the late night campfire talk with jason...massages with becky...kayaking with jason and lauren and everything else in between. I loved playing ultimate aerobe/Orisa in the field ( Read more... )

Well its a Thursday at work, no chicken taco salad, and im bored ( Read more... )

Instead of freaking out i will present my issues and deal with the response....I have plenty of emotions but i will remain calm....but this may not end well.

So im at work preparing for the big UPS meeting where im supposed to know things but i don't car cause im so damn tired after hanging with jason til 2, and Greys finale til 4 w/the awesome roomies, btw heather is a sub par Grey's fan, but she's getting better. Although im tired and Jacuzzi fun time is later, i'm so glad i did it, i just want ( Read more... )

My Head is so twisted and maniacal is annoying. But that's ok, cause i need to simmer. I finished the Da Vinci Code, and now im onto Angels and Demons...and one line made me giggle:

"'You are from CERN?'the guard asked, arriving before them. His voice was STEELY." Oh Paul

Can your heart ache in a metaphorical sense without being depressed?

So ive been much better lately...but lets recap ( Read more... )

Writing sometimes helps and im stressed...and i have things i want to remind myself of, this is not a cry for help, its jsut for me and no one is forcing anyone to read it ( Read more... )