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just in the past two weeks i had tons of time to think.
about everything, myself, my friends, my family.
the things that used to make me happy are slowly making
their way back to me. the music is in a revelation, i swear,
not just the new, but the old, revisited. as the new grips you by
the collar, the old makes you dance an old dance. fuckin right.
my friends, as thou i feel like summer has come, arent coming around
like i thought summer was. i mean, im not straight edge, and i call to
hang, but its as tho theres always something better, well shit, mind if
i join and hang. is it to much to ask to want to be with my friends, the people
i care about, and thought cared about me. we'll see. this 24 days of not smokin' has given me time to clear my head, and hopefully a new occupation will be worth it. but at the same time i cant wait to burn again, and chill the fuck out.
ive been working alot. and when people are like damn, you work alot. but even when i have days off, no friends call back, and im left bored. so there i figure, shit i might as well work more, make the money, get what i need, right?
i guess people would understand more if they actually had to make a payment for their car, and insurance, and cell phone, and everything else. it would rock if my parents would pay for that shit, but it just comes down to they cant afford it. so i work for the things i have, the things i need, and the things i want.
im ready to get my own place, just need to find the roommate and all. ive always been independent, so im totally ready for this. and i already pay for everything i have/need anyway, so i might as well do it in my own crib.
tomorrow is my birthday, and id really like to spend the time that i am in town with my friends. so if tomorrow isnt already booked, holla at me, help me make a birthday memory - 3222092. at 5 or so im getting on a plane to go see natasha. the last four months have given us a real relationship, not that things havent been mixed up, just better than they have been in the past. im hopeing this time its for real. and my anticipation is the greatest its ever been. i cant wait to see her. to feel it, for real. it'll be great. to see the one i love on my birthday, jeez. i just hope everything goes well. so ill be there for five days i think. a nice break from work. and my first time out of camden in like a good 14months. its about time.
its about, time.
about everything, myself, my friends, my family.
the things that used to make me happy are slowly making
their way back to me. the music is in a revelation, i swear,
not just the new, but the old, revisited. as the new grips you by
the collar, the old makes you dance an old dance. fuckin right.
my friends, as thou i feel like summer has come, arent coming around
like i thought summer was. i mean, im not straight edge, and i call to
hang, but its as tho theres always something better, well shit, mind if
i join and hang. is it to much to ask to want to be with my friends, the people
i care about, and thought cared about me. we'll see. this 24 days of not smokin' has given me time to clear my head, and hopefully a new occupation will be worth it. but at the same time i cant wait to burn again, and chill the fuck out.
ive been working alot. and when people are like damn, you work alot. but even when i have days off, no friends call back, and im left bored. so there i figure, shit i might as well work more, make the money, get what i need, right?
i guess people would understand more if they actually had to make a payment for their car, and insurance, and cell phone, and everything else. it would rock if my parents would pay for that shit, but it just comes down to they cant afford it. so i work for the things i have, the things i need, and the things i want.
im ready to get my own place, just need to find the roommate and all. ive always been independent, so im totally ready for this. and i already pay for everything i have/need anyway, so i might as well do it in my own crib.
tomorrow is my birthday, and id really like to spend the time that i am in town with my friends. so if tomorrow isnt already booked, holla at me, help me make a birthday memory - 3222092. at 5 or so im getting on a plane to go see natasha. the last four months have given us a real relationship, not that things havent been mixed up, just better than they have been in the past. im hopeing this time its for real. and my anticipation is the greatest its ever been. i cant wait to see her. to feel it, for real. it'll be great. to see the one i love on my birthday, jeez. i just hope everything goes well. so ill be there for five days i think. a nice break from work. and my first time out of camden in like a good 14months. its about time.
its about, time.