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hey. what to write? what to write? let's see. today i slept in and then went to have this piece of bone that was stuck to my tooth removed. its very complicated. but this is a major step in the huge saga that is my mouth. anyway. they put me on laughing gas. i have a very high tolerance to it. they had to give me lots and lots. it was kind of a nice feeling. first time i've ever had it. i enjoyed it actually. so then i went home and took some painkiller. they wrote me a prescription for prescription pain killer. but i already have presc. painkiller. but now i can get more. wow. i sound like an addict. but i like the stuff. anyway then i took some prescription painkiller. and i still had some laughing gas in my system. oh and they numbed my mouth. so i was a little woozy for a few hours. but then i snapped out of it. then i went to school and got there at like 1:00ish. and then went to double physics. (which involved michael dunn reading a very funny english paper, an easy lab, a 15 minute break, and some light learning.) fun fun. then i went to my riding lesson. which was really good. but katy wasnt there and it is her last day and bear is leaving tomorrow. and its just really sad. i will miss her. and its kind of the beginning of the end, if you know what i mean. you probably dont. anyway. oh and then girl X asked me to give her a ride home, and i said no because i had too much homework. which is definitely true. but then she ended up leaving earlier than me, but anyway. i am just really frustrated w/ the whole situation and i feel like i am being taken advantage of. i mean its not even legal for me to drive her, and she expects it from me. and its like take a bike, or better yet, get your fucking license already. and grrrrrrrrrrrrrr. its not even on my way home. and then she makes ME feel guilty for not doing it. and its just so annoying. and twice i've driven her home and her parents have been AT HER HOUSE. and its like wtf. i understand if its an emergency, but every day, its just annoying. anyway then i came home. and here i am. wow what an exciting day. ahhhhhh caley leaving is completely stressing me out. its just going to be weird. and i really dont want anyone to leave. but i know they will. and things will change and its just sad. i mean i'm definitely excited to ride w/ stephanie again, and to have new ppl come but, god i will miss certain ppl so much. i'm sure no one at all relates to this so i'll just end here. but yeah. happy tuesday. i cant wait for the weekend. i'm going to watch street racing w/ korin (a first)...if plans dont fall apart...and i'm going to laura's play w/ gaby. and mk&a are on SNL. yay. i'll write more later.