Been a while eh?

[vogan0210]

Soooo... yeah. Been a little long while since I've updated anything on here. I do believe my last thing was a little pig or something. Anyways, as some of you know im with this guy Josh and well the whole experience has been interesting. At first it was a little rocky and I actually broke it off with him... for like a day. I completly ignored him but then he showed up at my house and we talked and yeah, we got back together. Anywho, things are a lot better now. However, some of his ex girlfriends are really starting to piss me off. Like this one chick who showed uo at his house last night and was going to stay there til he got home because she wanted to get back with him. Thankfully he was with me all night and she had left by the time he got home. Its like this chick can't get it through her head that they are broken up! I sent her a message on myspace telling her that she just needs to get over him and that there are plenty of great guys out there and to leave mine alone, and she responds to me today saying that she could say something that could "break my little heart" but she'll be the bigger person and not say it. My response was that I really could care less about what she could say and to just let it be. I'm not really worried about her because I trust Josh, but I mean that chick and like the other ten thousand that leave him little love messages on myspace sort of start to get to me after a bit. Am I crazy or something? I mean I know I'm his, and that he cares for me, but I dunno, it just feels like I constantly have competition and meh... I just don't want to come in second to someone else...

On his defense, however, he is always telling me that I am his baby and that there are all these girls after him, but I am the only one he wants. That and when I broke up with him he fought SO HARD to get me back. I have NEVER had a guy try so hard to seem to care as much as he did... So I mean I guess I will trust him.