You Can't Change Me

Feb 02, 2005 17:53

Well. I don't think I realized he was gone until I saw him. I've broken down SO many different times in the past two days. I stayed with my mom the entire visitation. I knew she needed me to be there with her.

I got to see my cousins. Jessica (Cameron's mommy) is in school and she's going to be a registered nurse. Jenny is working to become a minister. Cameron is THE sweetest thing. As my mom and I were leaving, he ran up to me and held his arms up for me to pick him up. I started crying when that happened and I don't know why.

The preacher was late today. He was supposed to come at 9 and he showed up at 10 when we HAD to leave. He's an asshole. My family was supposed to be the 2nd car in the funeral percession. Yeah. He pulled up in front of us. That was extremely disrespectful considering we are part of the FAMILY and he's not.

To all the people who CUT in the funeral percession: You're going to hell.

I'm gonna miss that man. Even though I deemed them the bitch-ass grandparents, I have TOO many unforgettable memories of him. You will not be forgotten and I love you.

R.I.P- Tommy Billingsley Jr.
May 9, 1938 - January 27, 2005
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