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[voeh88]

i watched the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the pacific
and you might think i'm losing my mind
but i will shy away from the specifics
cause i don't want you to know where i am
cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been
and this is no place to try and live my life

stop right there
that's exactly where i lost it
see that line
well i never should've crossed it
stop right there
well i never should've said that
it's the very moment that i wish that i could take back

i'm sorry for the person i became
i'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
i'm ready to be sure i never become that way again
cause who i am hates who i've been
who i am hates who i've been

i talked to absolutely no one
couldn't keep to myself enough
and the things bottled inside had finally begun
to create so much pressure that i'd soon blow up

and i heard the reverberating footsteps
syncing up to the beating of my heart
and i was positive that unless
i got myself together i would watch me fall apart

and i can't let that happen again
cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been
and this is no place to try and live my life

who i am hates who i've been
and who i am will take the second chance you gave me
who i am hates who i've been
cause who i've been only ever made me

relient k - who i am hates who i've been