Dec 12, 2004 00:30
k so i have nothing to do
thats the rest of this post...
ok maybe not.. my backs killing, few people are online on this crappy saturday night, but good news is im moving out of the dorms (score) hopefully it will turn out well. i am down to one guy that i have a chance with/want to be with. all at once. its kind of nice less drama.... but then again im not quite sure how true he is. still havent asked him. guess who im talking about! lee... thats right.. but im starting to get this thing for another guy i work with.. gah crazy shit. stupid walmart making me know people.
i played chess today with adam, one of my new friends from unloading (an unloader!??! who'd have thought) well i kicked his ass he had no where to go so i win...
im drinking coke so i keep belching... hope neighbors dont mind........
god im so cold. like super cold. i wore a skirt ot work today.. not a long one a short one above the knees. totally cute... and people kept commenting either on my non matching socks or me wearing a skirt and wondering if im cold... theyre crazies!! but i did get extra attention so theres no complaining there.
oh that new guy i like hes older not like 30 though... and hes such a cutie.. he rocks too
so theres a lamp flickering outside my room and i thought about how... wait nothing intelligent is coming out of this.. it reminds me how stupid people are ... just zoning in and out ... some are always bright some are a little dull and some are both... and im sick of the really dull people... yah like someone i was talking to was saying "im failing at relationships..." guess what.. hes 19 i pretty much told him to stop complaining and hes like "eh im depressed" i dont care stop flooding your problems on me.. im not fixing them.. well if youre a real close friend which pretty much anyone reading this is i will help but this is some guy that constantly lies and makes things sound so big and miraculous and then all of a sudden it doesnt happen. hmm... i just really got pissed off by this... and yah thats the end of that
yah i downloaded all of ashlee simpsons cd "autobiography" i know i have a quirk but its ok.. i like listening to celine dion too haha... its fun times with that... people really dont expect that
im going to bed i need the sleep
ciao