It's been a while. . . .
the roller coaster ride that is my life over the last two weeks.
the short version:
three days of no food, no sleep, no free time and LOTS of adoral and even more papers. on the fourth day it snows. i'm supposed to be driving over trecherous mountains to get to raleigh durham by two pm. no go. i still decide to go. oh, my car isn't holding oil. and i get pretty much stuck in danville. if it weren't for sterling and david of advanced auto parts i'd probably still be there. in the rain. the freezing rain. as it was getting dark and did i mention i was all by me onsie? way for paul and dave to rescue me. i love those two guys so much. i get to dj's and try and figure out how myself and my gorgeous guitar player are going to get to texas for christmas. i decide i'll think about it tomorrow. i go to sleep. for the first time in three days. then zachy comes in. then keiks and mel come in. then lydia and her people come in. and then the wedding. and then. . . .yeah, i finally have a mental breakdown.
so our respective parents help fly us back to texas. two different airports, two different times of day. so i get up at 9am to get on a greyhound and ten, to get to greensborogh by twelve thirty, to meet jason bell to take me to the airport by one thirty so i can fly into houstin at two thirty so i can barely catch a connection flight to dallas to meet my dad for mexican food and spend the whole night throwing it up.
then there is the problem of my car still being in raleigh with oh, three to four hundred dollars worth of repairs needing to be dealt with. my lovely mother flying me into greensborogh on THE FIRST. it's all a big mess. there is actually a lot more too. . . but i'm too exhausted to type it. shopping with my mother is getting worse every year. and that's what i've been doing for two days. i straight took a nap at the mall today. on a bench. with my brother. it's rough.
paul is still cute though. and zach still loves me.
Quote of the Day: I'M IN NEED OF SOME EMOTIONAL FUCKING EATING.
the short version:
three days of no food, no sleep, no free time and LOTS of adoral and even more papers. on the fourth day it snows. i'm supposed to be driving over trecherous mountains to get to raleigh durham by two pm. no go. i still decide to go. oh, my car isn't holding oil. and i get pretty much stuck in danville. if it weren't for sterling and david of advanced auto parts i'd probably still be there. in the rain. the freezing rain. as it was getting dark and did i mention i was all by me onsie? way for paul and dave to rescue me. i love those two guys so much. i get to dj's and try and figure out how myself and my gorgeous guitar player are going to get to texas for christmas. i decide i'll think about it tomorrow. i go to sleep. for the first time in three days. then zachy comes in. then keiks and mel come in. then lydia and her people come in. and then the wedding. and then. . . .yeah, i finally have a mental breakdown.
so our respective parents help fly us back to texas. two different airports, two different times of day. so i get up at 9am to get on a greyhound and ten, to get to greensborogh by twelve thirty, to meet jason bell to take me to the airport by one thirty so i can fly into houstin at two thirty so i can barely catch a connection flight to dallas to meet my dad for mexican food and spend the whole night throwing it up.
then there is the problem of my car still being in raleigh with oh, three to four hundred dollars worth of repairs needing to be dealt with. my lovely mother flying me into greensborogh on THE FIRST. it's all a big mess. there is actually a lot more too. . . but i'm too exhausted to type it. shopping with my mother is getting worse every year. and that's what i've been doing for two days. i straight took a nap at the mall today. on a bench. with my brother. it's rough.
paul is still cute though. and zach still loves me.
Quote of the Day: I'M IN NEED OF SOME EMOTIONAL FUCKING EATING.