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i have not updated livejournal, or checked it in way too long!
this weekend i am babysitting my retched (and i mean that in the most loving way) cousins. My aunt and uncle are going to a wedding, so here i am, the world's best babysitter. actually, they made me so angry today, because they don't fucking listen to me one little bit, and i get so angry, and feel like a failure at the same time. luckily they are not mine, and tomorrow the parents will return, and i will be free again!
i am pms-y today, which is weird, because that rarely happens. i felt like i wanted to cry for no reason. emotional saturday.
i have been dating mike for almost 7 months, which is getting close to the longest relationship i have ever been in. most of you are laughing, but that is a big deal for me. i really like him so much, and he makes me feel so good. in a couple of weeks, we are going canoeing and camping for three days. i am stoked.
i am still a waitress. it's cool i guess, but i get too emotionally involved in my jobs, and care way too much. why do i care so much about if we run out of wax paper or fried eggplant? i don't know.
it is hot a muggy right now. i am drinking wine, and listening to jolie holland. love her. life's not so bad i guess. i am past wanting to cry, and right now am just wanting to chill, and then sleep.
i love my friends. night night.
this weekend i am babysitting my retched (and i mean that in the most loving way) cousins. My aunt and uncle are going to a wedding, so here i am, the world's best babysitter. actually, they made me so angry today, because they don't fucking listen to me one little bit, and i get so angry, and feel like a failure at the same time. luckily they are not mine, and tomorrow the parents will return, and i will be free again!
i am pms-y today, which is weird, because that rarely happens. i felt like i wanted to cry for no reason. emotional saturday.
i have been dating mike for almost 7 months, which is getting close to the longest relationship i have ever been in. most of you are laughing, but that is a big deal for me. i really like him so much, and he makes me feel so good. in a couple of weeks, we are going canoeing and camping for three days. i am stoked.
i am still a waitress. it's cool i guess, but i get too emotionally involved in my jobs, and care way too much. why do i care so much about if we run out of wax paper or fried eggplant? i don't know.
it is hot a muggy right now. i am drinking wine, and listening to jolie holland. love her. life's not so bad i guess. i am past wanting to cry, and right now am just wanting to chill, and then sleep.
i love my friends. night night.