I believe in fairytales
...I managed to survive a week of nothing but stressful volleyball tryouts and band camp. Yes, it was difficult being alone, super exhausted and irritable every day, but there are no excuses. I was a terrible girlfriend and friend this past week. I was too caught up in my life and all that I had going on that I was hardly attentive to anyone else's needs but mine, and I feel unexplainably awful for that. And for one person that I'm so afraid that I hurt and would never in my life ever mean to...I am so sorry. I can't say it enough. You've been nothing less than constantly, amazingly wonderful to me, and I've been so much the opposite. You didn't deserve that at all, and I cried for a long time before falling asleep last night because I felt so horrible, and I still do. Thank you for talking with me and being patient when I was losing it...you mean the world to me.