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[voce_ribelle]

too many shadows in my room
too many hours in this midnight
too many corners in my mind
so much to do to set my heart right
oh it's taking so long i could be wrong, i could be ready
oh but if i take my heart's advice
i should assume it's still unsteady
i am in repair
stood on the corner for a while
to wait for the wind to blow down on me
hoping it takes with it my old ways
and brings some brand new luck upon me
and now i'm walking in the park
all of the birds they dance below me
maybe when things turn green again
it will be good to say you know me
oh it's taking so long i could be wrong, i could be ready
oh but if i take my heart's advice
i should assume it's still unsteady
oh i'm never really ready
i'm in repair, i'm not together but i'm getting there

how can boston be my boyfriend? how can i chase myself down the street into spring? how can i leave in may? where am i going? can this be the last time i decide to let everyone else go off sideways and just go forward for myself? can i actually stick to it this time?

my new year's resolution was to be bullshit-free, i'm gonna give that another college try.