May 04, 2009 16:44
Played three shows this weekend. Threw my back out. Honestly old man status threw my back out from head banging and wigging out on stage. I can't really bend without feeling immense pain. My hands have been shaking all day. I've brushed my teeth twice, and I still have an awful taste in my mouth. I ate an apple, and it was too sweet. I've got a bunch of new friends, but I kinda miss my old ones. I drank too much this weekend and it's got me depressed. Not because I feel like an alcoholic, but because it physically has me down and trounced today. I feel like everyone is a big weirdo. I really don't think anything would cheer me up. All I need is a good nights rest, but my room is dirty and I hate sleeping in a messed up room. I'd clean, but I can't fucking bend down to pick up a shirt. I'm so fucking sick of the songs my band plays. I want to make new ones but my speakers on my computer broke in the move to downtown. I just paid rent. I'm poor as fuck for two weeks. I want new clothes. I'm way out of shape, and my bum foot still prohibits me from working out. I'm eating healthier but that shit sucks too.
Whatever. I'm happy that we played three shows, and the show on Sunday in my opinion sounded really good.
I'll be back to normal tomorrow.
Thanks livejournal.