Just a few more days!
Well hey guys I know it's been a long time sense I updated... hmm , like always I really don't know where to start. My birthday is in 7 more days yay! March 19th... Kitty Kat's birthday. and On the 16th it's Shannons 21 birthday woohoo go shannon... congrats honey pie. love you ... I got my hair cut. I wish I could put pictures on here but I don't know how... BOO! anyway, I have bangs now I am going to Edge Fest once again... went last year and I am going this year and it's all cuz of Shannon! well both years was cuz shanny nanny. Thank you for my birthday gift it's nice I love it!! I hope we have "LOTT'S" of fun :-þ
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hehehehe :-D anyway, I hope that my birthday is good this year I haven't had a good birthday in so long :-( but anyway I wont feel sorry for my self or have anyone feel sorry for me I have to be strong... I had a pretty good day at school today. Today was a good day but when I got home and I sat down for awhile I felt so empty... I guess I am starting to get depressed... cuz most everyone knows that Kris cheated on me... I feel so sick thinking about it... he was cheating on me for 3 months... and I figured it for 2 about two months... but I was like hmm maybe I will try to believe him when he says those pictures weren't anything or the bathroom items were his little girls... or what not anyways.. I figured they weren't but I just let him slip until one day I was sick and I stayed the day over there I went to go organize his closet and out came about 5 pairs of thongs and I knew they werne't mine... so I got ready... put my makeup on looked really nice and waited until he came home when he got him I asked him who's they were and still he lied to me and anyone that knows me I can't stand people that fucking like to me. GRRR pisses me off... and right to my face... too........ AHHH! I hate it when anyone lies to anyones face... I don't lie I can't lie I will feel bad anyway so I asked him and he lied and said that those had been in there long well whatever... then I was like whatever bull shit... so I threw them at him and walked out the door slamming it behind me pissed... I get home the stupid ass is calling me over and over again saying sorry sorry... I love you well P.S. dude I don't love you and never have I am so glad I never said I loved him... he gave me no reason he always gave me shit and made me feel crappy anyway I am glad that it's over ... but I am sick of him callin and asking for another chance fuck that I gave him about 5 chances I am sick of him saying how wonderful and perfect I was for him how I gave him everything and he took advantage of me.. well yeah he did take advantage of me stupid assfucker!!! I am a good person with a good heart... I put my self out there for people... I am funny, nice.. and loving... giving that's who I am but I felt like I couldn't be that way with him he gave me no choice he pushed me away when he started acting funny... I had the feeling that he was cheating I guess that's why I did hurt as much as I would have if it was a total shock to me. Anyway, life goes on right? everyone gets cheated on right? everyone deserves it right? What do we know? Who fucking cares anyways... right? UGH! Just like the titanic " my heart will go on " that's for damn sure... anyway on a light note schools going good.. I am starting to go now yeah... good for me anyway I have to end them or I will keep going on and on and on... bye
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hehehehe :-D anyway, I hope that my birthday is good this year I haven't had a good birthday in so long :-( but anyway I wont feel sorry for my self or have anyone feel sorry for me I have to be strong... I had a pretty good day at school today. Today was a good day but when I got home and I sat down for awhile I felt so empty... I guess I am starting to get depressed... cuz most everyone knows that Kris cheated on me... I feel so sick thinking about it... he was cheating on me for 3 months... and I figured it for 2 about two months... but I was like hmm maybe I will try to believe him when he says those pictures weren't anything or the bathroom items were his little girls... or what not anyways.. I figured they weren't but I just let him slip until one day I was sick and I stayed the day over there I went to go organize his closet and out came about 5 pairs of thongs and I knew they werne't mine... so I got ready... put my makeup on looked really nice and waited until he came home when he got him I asked him who's they were and still he lied to me and anyone that knows me I can't stand people that fucking like to me. GRRR pisses me off... and right to my face... too........ AHHH! I hate it when anyone lies to anyones face... I don't lie I can't lie I will feel bad anyway so I asked him and he lied and said that those had been in there long well whatever... then I was like whatever bull shit... so I threw them at him and walked out the door slamming it behind me pissed... I get home the stupid ass is calling me over and over again saying sorry sorry... I love you well P.S. dude I don't love you and never have I am so glad I never said I loved him... he gave me no reason he always gave me shit and made me feel crappy anyway I am glad that it's over ... but I am sick of him callin and asking for another chance fuck that I gave him about 5 chances I am sick of him saying how wonderful and perfect I was for him how I gave him everything and he took advantage of me.. well yeah he did take advantage of me stupid assfucker!!! I am a good person with a good heart... I put my self out there for people... I am funny, nice.. and loving... giving that's who I am but I felt like I couldn't be that way with him he gave me no choice he pushed me away when he started acting funny... I had the feeling that he was cheating I guess that's why I did hurt as much as I would have if it was a total shock to me. Anyway, life goes on right? everyone gets cheated on right? everyone deserves it right? What do we know? Who fucking cares anyways... right? UGH! Just like the titanic " my heart will go on " that's for damn sure... anyway on a light note schools going good.. I am starting to go now yeah... good for me anyway I have to end them or I will keep going on and on and on... bye