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Well I really am at loss of words the last week, every thing is just been up side down I don't know where I stand with some people... I feel out numbered by an army of 5,000 people. I am so confused by a lot of things that I really don't know what to say. I feel walked on and stabbed in the back. I have tried to keep my feelings inside and not post but I feel I need to let it out. I just don't understand the world today... I don't get why there are so many two faced people out there and why they say they are your friend and call you when they need you but when you need them where are they? Gone, no where to be found. I wounder what people want from me these days. I am lost once more just when I found my self, I lost it in a blink of an eye. I just have one thing to say keep your eye open you never know when someone is going to stab you in the back someone you think that is a close friend, someone you can call a sister or a brother just up and treats you like shit like nothing meant anything. I forgive pretty easy but I am not sure I could ever forgive someone that has lied to me and other friends and went against everything a good friend stood for... well maybe I should stop dwelling on it cuz you can't change the past you can only make things better by moving on so I guess this is me saying I have accepted it and I am moving on I may be bitter about the whole thing for awhile but I know that my relationship with a few friends will not be the same I am going to try my hardest to make it remain the same but it may be really hard I wish the best to everyone and that we all over come our problems in life so we can live a happy future
<3 Kitty
<3 Kitty