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For my records I ate 1145 calories yesterday. Pretty good. I've been paying attention to serving sizes a lot and measuring my food out. Today I'm going to eat some asparagus spears. I've been eating a lot of morning star but I haven't been keeping track of how much ketchup I use but I don't care.
I got some awesome 40s patterns in the mail yesterday that I ordered from ebay like 2 days before. Very fast delivery. I spent almost $40 on these patterns. http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ih=012&sspagename=STRK%3AMEWN%3AIT&viewitem=&item=220119553598&rd=1&rd=1 http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ih=012&sspagename=STRK%3AMEWN%3AIT&viewitem=&item=220116582130&rd=1&rd=1 They are from a lady that owns the originals and copies them for people. They are very very rare patterns and to find the actual clothes that are similar are pretty much imposible. Dan says I should make the stuff then sell it on ebay because I could make probably $100 on one item. For sure gonna try that but I have to make one for myself first. I'm not going to take any sewing shortcuts this time. I made 3 skirts for Fifi's in my calaveras print. She wants me to make 2 more in a 30" waist for the party this weekend. I still have probably 10+ yrds left. I finally got some thermo lam for my pot holders on Saturday so I cut out some yesterday and started making the pot holders. I will have about 12 pairs when I'm done. I decided to save my scrap fabric instead of throwing it away and using it as pillow filling. And I started saving all my dead batteries so I can dispose of them properly.
I think I'm clinically depressed. Don't feel like discribing all the crazy episodes because they are a lot.
I saw Oprah yesterday where a wife said she had sex every day for a week with her husband and that they hadn't really been having sex that often before because she is just tired from her 2 kids and her job but she decided to not use it as an excuse. So yesterday I iniciated it and I'm going to try and initiate it again tomorrow. I don't think I can have sex every fucking day like this couple has for 3 years!!! but I think I can do every other day. Well, at least for a couple days because my period will start soon.
Sunday while I was working I was reading tabloids and I saw how Sasha Baron Cohen's wife is preggers and how excited she was about it and I started to cry because I know I'm not going to have another one and if I DID I would definately not be happy about it and spiral into very deep depression about it. I wish I could have another baby and feel confidant about it. I see how my friends are on there seconds and how they feel about their bodies and I know I could not handle it as gracefully as they have. I've been feeling nausous (can't spell) lately and my mom says it's because I'm pregnant so I was like "fuck you!"
I decided that all the people here that we hang out with on Saturday nights are fucking retarded. I am taking a LONG break from the stupidity.
I can't wait till my brother and sister come on Sunday. Miss them lots and my brother's voice is deeper and last time I saw him I felt all weird when I hugged him because I felt like I was hugging a MAN! My sister wants to get a mani pedi so I can't wait to finally have a good excuse to get a pedi. Sam's been doing my toe nails lately atleast once a week. He sucks at it but it's still endearing. He makes sound effects for every stroke.
I'm hungry. Think I'll have a rice cake (50 cal).
I got some awesome 40s patterns in the mail yesterday that I ordered from ebay like 2 days before. Very fast delivery. I spent almost $40 on these patterns. http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ih=012&sspagename=STRK%3AMEWN%3AIT&viewitem=&item=220119553598&rd=1&rd=1 http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ih=012&sspagename=STRK%3AMEWN%3AIT&viewitem=&item=220116582130&rd=1&rd=1 They are from a lady that owns the originals and copies them for people. They are very very rare patterns and to find the actual clothes that are similar are pretty much imposible. Dan says I should make the stuff then sell it on ebay because I could make probably $100 on one item. For sure gonna try that but I have to make one for myself first. I'm not going to take any sewing shortcuts this time. I made 3 skirts for Fifi's in my calaveras print. She wants me to make 2 more in a 30" waist for the party this weekend. I still have probably 10+ yrds left. I finally got some thermo lam for my pot holders on Saturday so I cut out some yesterday and started making the pot holders. I will have about 12 pairs when I'm done. I decided to save my scrap fabric instead of throwing it away and using it as pillow filling. And I started saving all my dead batteries so I can dispose of them properly.
I think I'm clinically depressed. Don't feel like discribing all the crazy episodes because they are a lot.
I saw Oprah yesterday where a wife said she had sex every day for a week with her husband and that they hadn't really been having sex that often before because she is just tired from her 2 kids and her job but she decided to not use it as an excuse. So yesterday I iniciated it and I'm going to try and initiate it again tomorrow. I don't think I can have sex every fucking day like this couple has for 3 years!!! but I think I can do every other day. Well, at least for a couple days because my period will start soon.
Sunday while I was working I was reading tabloids and I saw how Sasha Baron Cohen's wife is preggers and how excited she was about it and I started to cry because I know I'm not going to have another one and if I DID I would definately not be happy about it and spiral into very deep depression about it. I wish I could have another baby and feel confidant about it. I see how my friends are on there seconds and how they feel about their bodies and I know I could not handle it as gracefully as they have. I've been feeling nausous (can't spell) lately and my mom says it's because I'm pregnant so I was like "fuck you!"
I decided that all the people here that we hang out with on Saturday nights are fucking retarded. I am taking a LONG break from the stupidity.
I can't wait till my brother and sister come on Sunday. Miss them lots and my brother's voice is deeper and last time I saw him I felt all weird when I hugged him because I felt like I was hugging a MAN! My sister wants to get a mani pedi so I can't wait to finally have a good excuse to get a pedi. Sam's been doing my toe nails lately atleast once a week. He sucks at it but it's still endearing. He makes sound effects for every stroke.
I'm hungry. Think I'll have a rice cake (50 cal).