I begin to wonder why I came
I don't really know what to say for this mother.
I am in love with the fray cd ahhh feels so good.
Almost went to the Valiant show tonight, but found out about it too late. Instead I went to the Ramblers softball game and out to eat with those studs, and then met up with Nick and his friends. But that got old so I just went home + it's a school night.
My car got fixed, Sandra is shiny and new.
I've had a feeling of disappointment since Friday.
We didn't make it into Finals for our 4x4.
Only 9 teams for each event go to Finals (those 9 get medals).
I didn't believe my coaches when they 1st told us, I wanted to see the results for myself. When we did I cried. I cried long&hard. I think a part of me still is. As pathetic as that sounds I don't really care, because I had worked for 4 years for that State meet. I know not many people can relate to this, but you just haven't worked hard enough or gotten close to something/someone enough, or been passionate about something enough and when you do it'll be more powerful than any other experiance. + it just means that it's all over, my time's almost up. It's done.
I have a math test tomorrow I didn't study for. Adv Bio test Tues. Finals this week. I hope prom goes over smoothly; last big bang before Grad.
>>Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
>>Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
I am in love with the fray cd ahhh feels so good.
Almost went to the Valiant show tonight, but found out about it too late. Instead I went to the Ramblers softball game and out to eat with those studs, and then met up with Nick and his friends. But that got old so I just went home + it's a school night.
My car got fixed, Sandra is shiny and new.
I've had a feeling of disappointment since Friday.
We didn't make it into Finals for our 4x4.
Only 9 teams for each event go to Finals (those 9 get medals).
I didn't believe my coaches when they 1st told us, I wanted to see the results for myself. When we did I cried. I cried long&hard. I think a part of me still is. As pathetic as that sounds I don't really care, because I had worked for 4 years for that State meet. I know not many people can relate to this, but you just haven't worked hard enough or gotten close to something/someone enough, or been passionate about something enough and when you do it'll be more powerful than any other experiance. + it just means that it's all over, my time's almost up. It's done.
I have a math test tomorrow I didn't study for. Adv Bio test Tues. Finals this week. I hope prom goes over smoothly; last big bang before Grad.
>>Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
>>Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life