May 22, 2005 02:25
Man, what a shitty Saturday that was, it wasn't horrible, just really boring and I had nothing to do but bad things all day. Friday was wierd, I got really shitfaced at Ralph's, It was a little dead there, which was good because my friend was supposed to bring her sister so she could meet me, but I wasn't interested, but they didn't show up that was good, Sam was a no show. That girl has just confused the hell out of me for the last week. I know she's going through alot of shit lately. I just don't know if that's why she's been acting wierd or if it's me. She was all into me at the party last week and she was so happy to see me on Monday, but for the last few days, it seems like maybe she's avoiding me. It's probably best if nothing happens between us, since she's kinda married and has kids. I know, I'm a bad man, but he's an asshole who doesn't know what he has. I don't know.... we need to talk about it but it's hard to find the time at work. I don't know, I'm confused, I feel bad for her and I'm a little heartbroken.