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Hey everyone well lets see, were do i start? ok well everyone knows me and danielle stopped talking for a while but i dont know for some odd reason. i felt in my gut to stop being an ass and stop hating the whole world. now you all are gonna say but she was a bitch to you and blah blah blah, well i was thinking back on it the other day and how me and her began and it was friends with benefits. only we never made it anything more then that, so we really never cheated on each other nor went out. know yeah you all might think thats good in a way and yeah it is cause it helped me realize that i was over reacting this whole time but the thing that sucks is that, that means i haven`t had a long term realtionship. so really i have really never dated anyone. which on my behalf i think that sucks. but you really cant change the past now can you? nope. so anyways back to my story so yeah so i dont know but i feel like being her friend and i mean i dont want anything in return just the satisfaction of her being happy its so weired cause i usually want something but not in this case. i mean even though she doesn`t see me in that way cause she has something with james but i just want to hang out with her and have fun. i mean i dont care if we ever go out or anything thats all i want. i went by her house for no reason just for the hell and that and i was driving so it was all good.
im not sure what im gonna do this saturday cause i dont have many friends i wanted to hang out with pablo but he is porb busy or something so i guess ill just hang out with my self. hmm.. maybe go to flippers wait no way i need to do something more fun i might go out party a little or just drink at home by myself. well im out