Oct 05, 2003 20:09
ive been slacking on updating... Well..things are generally good. no complaints..cept this fucking car
no way in hell im gonna become a psychologist. i am good to talk to for regular average run of the mill peopl.. not people with anything serious.
its weird..there's this one girl that seems to be down and out and i'd say something short and simple and she'd come back to me later in the day and tell me how good i made her feel.. not much effort on my part but ok glad i could help.
then other people i could say everything in the world and its not enough. but people that challenge me are good. I like being challenged it makes me better.
for once my aunt made me feel good. The one that almost destroyed me. we had a light-hearted discussion and we were getting along. she told me her biggest fear for me is my inability to attach.
hmm...i do get attached. just to the wrong people i guess. only the ones who wont reciprocate the feeling. i only want the ones i can't get..thats how the song goes.. but its not even girls i like anymore..its friends period.
to prove myself
i just wanna know i can help someone,thats all
feel worthwhile..cause i know i am...