Woah.....

[vnessa328]

It's been such a long time since I have updated.... Well where to begin? Well as I left Central for break there were many things I had to take care of... Break was a time for me! I'm sad to say that one of my dearest friends, Tressa, passed away! As her obituary stated "I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, and I have kept the faith..." Every clear night, when the stars are out, I look up to the brightest one and know she is looking down upon me! Rest in Peace Tressa Jo.... Onto a lighter note, I really realized how great of friends I have.. There are few in particular that should know who you are! Thank you so much! I know at times I might be stubborn and all, but I really appreciate all you have done for me, and appreciate you looking out for my best interest. Coming home, made me realize so much! I miss my family more than anything! My parents are such an important part of my life, and have given so much to me. My little brother, I know I say how much of a pest he can be, but really he is such a part of me! I love the fact that I actually have someone that looks forward to coming home to his sister from school! I spent quite of few days with my best friend. We managed to make it through break without killing each other. The best night with her was laying there with our feet in the air and having that one serious conversation... OOoo how those days are looked upon... I went through some changes when I was home also. Starting with my hair! I went dark and put some "chocolate" in it! Actually low lights... Don't worry though when summer comes around the blonde will be back! I also thought about how I needed to change my study habits here at school.. I'm off to a good start! I think that I am in for a lot this year, and ya know? It has already started! I am no longer Wheeler Hall President... Many thoughts, but now I AM HAPPY! I don't think I really mattered alot to them anyway, besides maybe a few.. and yes Sterling roomie I know I mattered to you! I am looking forward to it. Lets just make it through this semester though! hehe....

Anywho..... hmmm... No guy in the life though... Waiting for something to come upon my way though:) Lately I am kind of having a hard time with being away.. I miss my parents and my home to be honest... My parents are coming up this weekend though..

Another thing, my reoccuring dreams are beginning to come back.. I am drowning and try to get out by breaking the window, but can't. I find myself missing Tess more and more, also.. I thought I was over the point where I wouldn't think about this 24/7, but unfortunately I do! I just don't understand why?? Though things are getting better as I speak. I just need to take time and things will take its course....

Thanks everyone for taking out your time for me! i appreciate it soo much! Please, if you ever want to talk or just stop by, my door is always open! Stop by! But I love you all!

Night and I promise to update more than I have.. Feel free to leave any comments! Much love as Gepeto would say.. And for those of you wondering who that is, only that person knows! Muah!