Nov 19, 2004 02:06
Well it's been 1 day since I have written... How is everything going? I hope all is well on this fine piece of livejournal! Well today was a great day.. I mean no Espanol, and then burger night at La's... That was so much fun! Courtney is such a sweetheart! I mean it's the little thing she does! Then I came back to my room and kind of vegged... Someone wanted me to go to the Barnes Charity Ball with them, so I said "What the heck, and decided to go.." Big mistake! I ended up going with a guy that I am NOT interested in! I don't understand why this is such a huge mishap. I mean he brought flowers and everything... Goodness.... i tell him and he still proceeds to think I am... After dancing for awhile I decided that I was NOT having that great of time, so I told him I wanted to leave.. He makes me feel so uncomfortable... Blah... Then I came back to my room and the girls were going out, so they needed a DD and well who's thunk... ME~.... I took them all around, and well finally we ended back here. I saw some of the RA's and well ya know... I hate that feeling where they think you've been drinking, but really, you have NOT at all... and well that's how that goes...! I have realized so much.. Can I tell you one thing though, there is one guy in particular that I am interested in.. At the moment, all we have done is been aquainted a few times, and had some in depth conversations. I would really like to pursue something though.. My biggest fear though, is REJECTION.... I mean how can I overcome this fear? Well it's 2:15 a.m. and I believe it's time for me to call it a day... I hope this weekend is one that goes down my memory lane! Night~