Apr 14, 2008 21:50
I spent 10 days in Wekiva Springs cause I was going to jump off a bridge. Had the one picked out and all. But the part of me that wants to live spoke up.
So, I am now clean from cocaine and pot. I am keeping it that way!!!!! But I have done pain pills everyday since I got home on Thursday night. All except for today. I did Percecets Thursday and Friday. Methadone on Saturday. And Sunday Roxicodone. Am I bad? Probably. Sigh..... But it's not coke or pot.
And I'm not bingeing! That's good, right? Can't make everything perfect at once, right?