final gift for madi_lover part 2 (2/26)

Dec 24, 2010 12:30

Title: The ABCs of Mac and Dick
Author: jenwin23
Pairing/Character: MaDi,, maybe a little LoVe
Word Count: 276
Rating: K (for now)
Spoilers: All Seasons.

Warnings: Possible slight violence, cussing, discussions about suicide, rape, and drug/alcohol abuse.

B

B is not for Beaver. Beaver was a nickname that a boy had hated. Hated to his last breath. Literally. B is for Brother. B is for Boyfriend. Only brother. First boyfriend. B is for Bereavement.

B is for Bastard.

Cassidy. The proper term was mass killer. He had killed mass amounts of people.

Woody. Woody had destroyed so many lives with his predilection. And he never felt bad. How someone so freaking happy all the time could be so dark and depraved on the inside disgusted Mac.

Big Dick. He had failed to protect his son. Made his live a misery. He was the opposite of what a father should be.

Dick. He had loved his brother. But he hadn’t shown it. Not enough to make a difference in the troubled boy’s life.

There were a lot of bastards to choose from. But Dick only had one brother. And Mac would always remember her first boyfriend.

B is for Bereavement. Mac and Dick grieved in different ways. Both had lost him. Both had regrets. Both had guilt (for not seeing, for being part of the problem, for grieving for a boy who had killed, for grieving for a boy who had raped). Both grieved. Mac submitted to her parents ‘wishes, and her own desire to move on and went to therapy. Dick hit the bottle. And another bottle and another.

Bereavement. To deprive somebody of a beloved person or a treasured thing, especially through death. They were deprived. Deprived of the boy. Deprived of a chance to change anything. Deprived of the opportunity to ask why.

B was for Beaver. Boy. Brother. Boyfriend. Bastard. Broken.

2010 gifts, madi_lover

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