updatiness
Life's feeling very much like it's in a real state of change at the moment.
In a lot of ways, I'm still very much adjusting after Mom's death. It's still sinking in a little at a time. I still find myself thinking of things I want to send her, tell her about and such. And I think there's going to be a lot of change to come in family relationships, holidays and such. It's like someone pulled away a big chunk of earth and now the tectonic plates are shifting around to settle into a new configuration; I know the landscape's changing but I don't know how it will end up in a lot of ways.
Work's shifting a lot and I'm working hard to set plans in motion for all that will happen in the coming year. No matter what happens, it's going to be a wildly different year from the one I've just had...my first year in this role.
I think I need to shift some of my evening energies into something more productive but have been feeling like I need more downtime lately, so trying not to push myself too hard. What I do need to add back for sure is PT and gym time. I'm having some real pressure relief on my knees, probably a result of the PT I've done, the meds and the weightloss all together, so the current plan is to wait on surgery for now. I like that plan.
And on the really good sides, I'm so excited that Meekay's almost finished with his MBA...so proud of this crazy two years he's done and looking forward to a little stress reduction for him. And of course, his acquisition of a shiny new airplane just adds to the happy potential for both of us.
In a lot of ways, I'm still very much adjusting after Mom's death. It's still sinking in a little at a time. I still find myself thinking of things I want to send her, tell her about and such. And I think there's going to be a lot of change to come in family relationships, holidays and such. It's like someone pulled away a big chunk of earth and now the tectonic plates are shifting around to settle into a new configuration; I know the landscape's changing but I don't know how it will end up in a lot of ways.
Work's shifting a lot and I'm working hard to set plans in motion for all that will happen in the coming year. No matter what happens, it's going to be a wildly different year from the one I've just had...my first year in this role.
I think I need to shift some of my evening energies into something more productive but have been feeling like I need more downtime lately, so trying not to push myself too hard. What I do need to add back for sure is PT and gym time. I'm having some real pressure relief on my knees, probably a result of the PT I've done, the meds and the weightloss all together, so the current plan is to wait on surgery for now. I like that plan.
And on the really good sides, I'm so excited that Meekay's almost finished with his MBA...so proud of this crazy two years he's done and looking forward to a little stress reduction for him. And of course, his acquisition of a shiny new airplane just adds to the happy potential for both of us.