::008, Escapism::

[vlvular_d_fect]

This week has been far too damn long. Make it end already.

Two days, I wish it would just hurry up and get here. I'm giving myself anxiety attacks, which in turn gives me terrible stints that I more or less die in. Ugh, pain in the ass really. When we get there, I'm seeing a real doctor. My body has become accustomed to the medication I'm on now,

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[kirikirimaihime]

I saved up a lot while I was here. Anything that didn't go to the absolute essentials got saved. So we'll get you to a real doctor, definitely.

I'm getting by, day to day. It's hard. I feel relatively okay, but...well, I'll need to see the doctor too. And I'm sure you know that every spare second I have is spent hating Shithead.

[vlvular_d_fect]

Thank you, but I'll be able to pay for myself eventually. Worry about yourself.

Ha. As for him, well, I'm sure he is feeling the same right now. Though he's sulking in his room, too bad you can't see it. It's pretty damn funny.

[kirikirimaihime]

If you're sure...but please, I'll be fine. You're the one who needs help more, so if you need a little help...

Oh he can hate me all he wants. I hope he spends the rest of his damned life sulking.

[vlvular_d_fect]

I have it under control.

I find it hard to believe you hate him that much.

[kirikirimaihime]

If you're sure.

What's so hard about it? I don't care about me, but abandoning your kid? That's fucking low.

[vlvular_d_fect]

I am.

He's just not ready to be a father. Personally I don't think he ever will, big friggen baby.

[kirikirimaihime]

As if I'm ready to be a mother? Let alone a single mother?

[vlvular_d_fect]

It's your choice now. But you won't be entirely alone, I am going with you.

[kirikirimaihime]

I...I know, and I appreciate that...but it's just not the same. Don't get me wrong, I'll manage, but...why him? Why not someone who'd actually give a damn?

[vlvular_d_fect]

I can't tell you. Your sex drive, not mine.

[kirikirimaihime]

Oh fuck you, you know what I mean.

[vlvular_d_fect]

Hahaha. You asked, I answered.

Anyhow, I got work. See you.