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Well, today was one of my few remaining days with Albertson's. I've decided to go strictly with the police department and work my ass off in school. Maybe one day I won't be the lonley desolate soul I have been recently. I feel so detached from the rest of the people I was once so close to. I miss my friends, and it hurts. Jess is pretty wrapped up in Ryan, so I can't blame her. I try to talk to Jennie, calls, stopping by, and nothing seems to work. Her mom either doesn't answer or she's never home, so I think I should elect to give up. I really do miss her, probably almost the most of all, but I suppose there's nothing I can do. Between leaving Albertson's behind and becoming so disconnected from my friends, I feel like my life just fell off a cliff on to a big pile of jagged rocks and shards of glass. I have a couple frineds here in Arlington, but other than that, my cat and my music are the two closest companions I have.
Sorry to unload like that... just things I have been feeling over the past month or so... mainly just like nobody gives a flying fu... well, you get the idea. Hope everyone has a great Christmas, and has someone to spend it with. Keep Smiling, ~Jeff~