Mar 18, 2005 17:12
Well its been a horrundus few days but you know what I'm ok now, I'm gonna drown my sorrows tonight with good friends. And what I did was wrong but I've realized something...im not gonna disclose what that is until I talk to her personally, but im happy with it and need to discuss it with her. I thought i wanted something, then realized how i did it was wrong, but i do still want i feel it would be unnatural if i let something keep happening that is hurting not jus me but her as well. Im gonna spend the days until i talk to her...not in sorry but in joy im through with shit I jus dont want any drama for a few days i have enough with my family i dont need it from friends. Well I shall, hopefully, be a happier person than i was for most of this week. Im through with mental shit now it is time to party. Good night all I'm off to drink my cares away!