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Ok so I've finally moved into my new place! Wooooooo HOOOOOOO! We've got all new carpets and stuff and it's location is so perfect and stuff. I've been feeling so lonely tho. When i choose the place I had dave in mind. Like it was close to him, things woulod have been better for me being able to get to him easily without having to scrafice my whole life. Now he's not in my life i feel stupidly lonely. I stay awake as long as possible so i don't have to go to bed alone. It's not gotten to me until now. This must be how he feels a lot. :( thi9s totally sucks. Once i'm properly settled in tho9 i'll have mates to stay over. i don't need to be in love to not feel lonely and love only ultimately ends in pain. I've got all morning shifts this week too so going to bed should be easier this week as i will be knackered. I am pleased to have my own place tho. Everyone in the house seems to have a partner... another reason i feel so crappy! Why is it i suck so much that i don't have anyone huh? I'll make a bet with you 2 months time I still won't have anything. In 4 months time I won't have had sex for a whole year. right this is depressing lets stop! I'm off xxxxxx