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Hey everyone just got home from work, im tired... it was a long night... expecially since i forgot to put my watch ahead and i was like damn time is going slow.. then i realized it was actually 9 instead of 8.. and the time started to go by faster.. this weekend was to short... i wish tomarrow was sunday, blah... everyone is probly like billy's journals are boring he never writes whats going on in his life, well i dont really have anything going on right now so deal with it! this weekdend hmm lets see.. i went to the car show for a while trying to find something to do on a friday night which was really nothing... then cris had some people over so i went with fred... alot of hooking up was going on in that house.. and drama.. lol it was cool though... alex beavers was there and we talked... ya'll probly like omg he talked to her or omg they talked? yea we talked it was weird i admit and im sure she would say the same.. but it was a change.. saturday night i went to fontana's house, that was pretty good, except everone had to leave at like 12 something.. and then i came home and went to bed.. tomarrow is lefty's but like i said before i think we should find a new place to eat and hang out.. that place is getting packed.. and it takes a hour for the table sometimes now, it's crazy i tell ya... im trying to make this journal entry good to read for the viewers, lol.. hmm lets see what else... the girl life, lets see it's ok... right now it's kind of on a pause, i dont know whats going on,not going to menchion any names cause i dont want to jinx it... but you know how you have to show the person you like them or "prove" to the person... i have no problem doing any of that, it's just when your the only one doing anything, it makes you think am i waisting my time? does she really even care.that i want to try, lol it confuses the other person.. lol yes i know im always confused... but still i mean im not even asking for her to call me all the time or always tell me what she's doing... even if she called me 2 times out of one week i would be fine.it would show a little soemthing. im not really asking for much... just a little bit of sugar to keep me chugging along,lol funny way to put it, so that way im not in the dark... but that doesnt really happen.. i dont know... i dont really understand girls.. i dont think any guy does.. i hope no guy does then ill feel stupid.. i was kinda screwed over once because someone couldnt make up their mind.. and i dont want that to happen agian, thats all really.. i dont know, this is long and most likley very boring... well im out... and im tired... later everyone!