The feeling I felt previously...numbs off

Jan 30, 2007 01:09

And barely I might add.  Someone explain to me why I put myself in confusing situations where I end up becoming confused and angry?  I've put myself in this one spot of dispondent lifelessness and I honeslty don't know how to respond to it anymore.  Feelings and emotions seem almost surreal to me, and I hate to admit that I don't really enjoy it.  However I feel for now perhaps this is the way I should be going about my life...making myself invincible to all feelings.  It almost feels like I'm not even alive anymore.

Eh.  In other news I started school.  That was fun.  I'll update about it tomorrow.

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