Jan 30, 2007 01:09
And barely I might add. Someone explain to me why I put myself in confusing situations where I end up becoming confused and angry? I've put myself in this one spot of dispondent lifelessness and I honeslty don't know how to respond to it anymore. Feelings and emotions seem almost surreal to me, and I hate to admit that I don't really enjoy it. However I feel for now perhaps this is the way I should be going about my life...making myself invincible to all feelings. It almost feels like I'm not even alive anymore.
Eh. In other news I started school. That was fun. I'll update about it tomorrow.
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