Sorting through my thoughts
Re: my picture comments
If you are going to delete them then put single on your profile.
ok i know that sounded mean but i left you like two comments on your main photo and they both arent there. sometimes it seems as if youre hiding me.
you know what? i am putting all my anger and throwing it at you because i am unhappy with myself and how i am incapable of holding onto the simplest of relationships like a friendship. no one gives a fuck about being friends with me. i really can't grasp why i am so weird or how i am so mean, or maybe too immature for people... thats why i am probably really angry.. even though i see these girls talk to you and post and flirt and spill their unrequited love for you and you can't even say i was/am your girlfriend. and so i have no one to vent to about it because i don't have friends. the not having friends things is my issue, yes. but it still doesn't change the fact that i have this frustration with you, you know? i will still have it whether or not i have a friend to vent to about it or not. so i am stuck with blowing up because i don't understand your actions sometimes and im too scared to ask why you do the things you do (ie delete my photo comments) or also say one thing to me but then not lie, but avoid saying things to others about me. i don't really do confrontation but then again holding it all in isn't something i do either. my thoughts are unfinished. i am not like crazy mad at you and i am not trying to get you upset either. i guess i am trying to draw answers from you with some of the issues ive brought up...
So here's my idea with why you don't talk about me: you want the girls who may be interested in you or you are interested in to not either be reminded or to know you have a girlfriend so that you can pursue your interests.
So i think this is shady and if you want an open relationship i think you neeed to be open! that is the whole idea. I want you to be PROUD to be with me and also proud that you love people and that you enjoy being in the presence of great energy. I hate the idea of being hidden especially since when I am happy I don't hide that i am happy. When I am sad, I aslo don't hide that I am sad. Sure this may seem a little dramatic but I am an emotional and sensitive being and you knew that starting a relationship with me. I guess all I want to say is that I want you to be proud of me.
If you are going to delete them then put single on your profile.
ok i know that sounded mean but i left you like two comments on your main photo and they both arent there. sometimes it seems as if youre hiding me.
you know what? i am putting all my anger and throwing it at you because i am unhappy with myself and how i am incapable of holding onto the simplest of relationships like a friendship. no one gives a fuck about being friends with me. i really can't grasp why i am so weird or how i am so mean, or maybe too immature for people... thats why i am probably really angry.. even though i see these girls talk to you and post and flirt and spill their unrequited love for you and you can't even say i was/am your girlfriend. and so i have no one to vent to about it because i don't have friends. the not having friends things is my issue, yes. but it still doesn't change the fact that i have this frustration with you, you know? i will still have it whether or not i have a friend to vent to about it or not. so i am stuck with blowing up because i don't understand your actions sometimes and im too scared to ask why you do the things you do (ie delete my photo comments) or also say one thing to me but then not lie, but avoid saying things to others about me. i don't really do confrontation but then again holding it all in isn't something i do either. my thoughts are unfinished. i am not like crazy mad at you and i am not trying to get you upset either. i guess i am trying to draw answers from you with some of the issues ive brought up...
So here's my idea with why you don't talk about me: you want the girls who may be interested in you or you are interested in to not either be reminded or to know you have a girlfriend so that you can pursue your interests.
So i think this is shady and if you want an open relationship i think you neeed to be open! that is the whole idea. I want you to be PROUD to be with me and also proud that you love people and that you enjoy being in the presence of great energy. I hate the idea of being hidden especially since when I am happy I don't hide that i am happy. When I am sad, I aslo don't hide that I am sad. Sure this may seem a little dramatic but I am an emotional and sensitive being and you knew that starting a relationship with me. I guess all I want to say is that I want you to be proud of me.