i was surfing the vast knowledge of the net and came upon
a breakthrough of intuitive awareness that set my mind racing.
it's a little lengthy, and somewhat rawly written, but it explains some of the feelings i have been having lately. and maybe you have too.
i have been feeling this overwhelming need for a more intuition-friendly form of communication that could be accepted by the world as a whole.
i also have felt a certain contempt for the manipulative forms of commnication (the media in particular) and the electronic and telephonic forms for as long as i've been aware of them (or invaded by them, as it seems to me sometimes) because they do not seem to allow a truly honest and complete form of communication. to me, generally and bluntly, using these forms of communication as we use them now is not good enough for me.
i feel as if there is something more we, as a global village, can do to communicate our repressed, right-brain consciousness.
i feel this everyday now in fact. when i am observing a group conversation usually.
at miranda's party, i remember we were all standing outside and mr. man ha (my favorite ninja) brought up a discussion about sight, and pondered what it must be like for one who was born without sight to have an operation one day and be able to see for the first time. austin piped in with his usual two cents worth of presumptive logic, followed by more logical reasoning by man, robert, and jeff. the four of them were quite quick to agree upon ideas like that a blind person could never see (in their mind's eye, as i would put it) what we see when we dream or think of images. i disagreed with this wholly in my head, but because there is no logical explanation for what i believe, i stayed fairly quiet...as anytime within the whole conversation when i started to say something i was cut off by some other logical explanation about something else. and then, when they began talking about the newly-sighted blindman only being able to see in two-dimensions because 3D sight is a learned ability...angela (an art major) wanted to communicate something about that relating to her artistic endeavors...but was cut off again by the boys and their more tangible explanations. i would have liked to hear what she wanted to say, but the right brain was not permitted into the conversation.
and so we who would like to incorporate out-of-the-logical-box ideas into our communication with others feel timid in our abilities to break through the right-or-wrong way of discussing philosophical ideas or questions.
we, who think this way, do not want to obliterate the logical left-brain to make way for the radical right-brain to run rampant. at least for me, i want to harmonize the two hemispheres and i refuse to believe that it is impossible.
these past few years has, for me, been an introspective preparation for my own mental balance...and now i feel this urge to urge others to do the same and finally understand themselves before others can manipulate you with their own observations about you.
if everybody in the world (and yes, i realize that is a huge hypothetical) felt this same mental harmony and understanding about themselves then perhaps we wouldn't have to focus so much of our energies into explaning ourselves to brick walls of judgement and close-minded communication.
just a thought.