i was thinking of me in younger years...
i was thinking of me in younger years...
with a childish-devilish grin.
and the antics i displayed to my audience
made me certain of who i was then.
so then a thought came to me in snapshot
of taylor, the cherub-faced devil child
i know and have a strange kinship with.
and she is me as i was then.
it seems, or so my imagination would have me believe.
the greatest thing about her is that she seems to always impress me and others, anyone. and she's a showcaser. she loves the attention.
and i do that still, though i feel some need to be more cautious now. now, at this age, where showing the best side of yourself to people is considered self-fixated, egocentric, cocky...what have you. and especially now because there are adult issues mixed up with it...namely (for me) sexuality...or perhaps, whoreishness is a better term. ha ha ha.
i don't know. i don't have a final thought about this. this isn't one of my jerry springer entries that shines a bright spotlight on the world for an instant and makes us recognize that we are making ourselves insignificant by unnecessary things like fear or loathing. or las vegas. or my baby' daddy kickin' yo mama' cousin fer lookin like a ho. bitches.
but it might as well end this way...
what the world needs now...is lub, sweet lub...
with a childish-devilish grin.
and the antics i displayed to my audience
made me certain of who i was then.
so then a thought came to me in snapshot
of taylor, the cherub-faced devil child
i know and have a strange kinship with.
and she is me as i was then.
it seems, or so my imagination would have me believe.
the greatest thing about her is that she seems to always impress me and others, anyone. and she's a showcaser. she loves the attention.
and i do that still, though i feel some need to be more cautious now. now, at this age, where showing the best side of yourself to people is considered self-fixated, egocentric, cocky...what have you. and especially now because there are adult issues mixed up with it...namely (for me) sexuality...or perhaps, whoreishness is a better term. ha ha ha.
i don't know. i don't have a final thought about this. this isn't one of my jerry springer entries that shines a bright spotlight on the world for an instant and makes us recognize that we are making ourselves insignificant by unnecessary things like fear or loathing. or las vegas. or my baby' daddy kickin' yo mama' cousin fer lookin like a ho. bitches.
but it might as well end this way...
what the world needs now...is lub, sweet lub...