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How do you pick up the threads of an old life?
How do you go on when in your heart you begin to undersand there is no going back?
Its amazing how the world keeps me inspired. I have a billion reasons to let go of everything but life throws me one great reason not to. Being an insomniac helped me realize a lot about myself and helped me contemplate about things that happened to me in the past. Prolly one of the biggest regrets I have right now led me to finding my true friends. Yeah, I know, what I did was downright crazy but if that didnt happen then I would still believe that the clique I spent 2 years with are my true friends. I have learned to never regret in life, because at one point, you wanted that to happen. In less than a month, drastic changes are going to happen right before my very eyes, and i'll experience college first hand. I just have to remember all the precious memories I have and remember that I should appreciate what I have now. We have nothing to lose in life. :)
Home is for free expression not for good impression
Not in my case. Cause in our house, we dress to impress! My mom and I havent been in good terms lately, but fortunately we were able to patch things up yesterday. If you cant be yourself in your own home house, where can one feel accepted? I feel like a doll when Im at home, I do things to make my others feel good about myself, when behind the facade I have, I am dying, I am begging for their acceptance and I am constantly pretending to be the person they want me to be. I am afraid that I try too hard to be the one they want me to be that I forget who I really am.
I need some soul searching!
.. prayer answered! :)
I am going to bohol on the 29th of May! Just what Ive wanted! Yeah, I do live a good life! :P (talk about being superficial! )