Nov 29, 2005 16:50
"if you want me you better speak up
i
won't
wait...
so you better move fast"
issue: never enough time, never who you want, never just right. there was a time when everything was right. that lasted about three weeks. now i'm fighting the urge to fall apart and give up. nothing makes sense, i know. not really trying to make sense. just wanting speak out the mess in my head. why is it i can never find what i'm looking for? a song to play, someone to eat with, the right cup of coffee. i'm ready for home. if only i could get there.
stress...you'd think we'd ever learn to deal. never.