June 22 1948 - Sunset
The sun is huge in the desert. Massive.
I just got the answer i expected, although i was rather nervous about it. He didn't ask it of Wolf and won't ask it of us. But now Wolf is mad at Wind. Should've asked Breed, but he's not around. Not sure which of those two will try to take on Wind. He's not what they think. I somehow have to stop Wolf. That would put Me and Kendall at odds. That would be bad. I told him that Kendall thinks Wind won't take him on. I told him that Breed wanted the right to dance with Wind. I don't know as how maybe they knew each other once. Breed said somethinga bout throwing rocks. Besides, Me and kendall talked, and if it's a fair fight between Wind and Breed, then we can walk away from it. Especially if the pack works like the family i was working for. Where if it was personal, and fair, the family didn't interfere. Wind and Wolf puts us against each other.
That's bad. Neither of us is sure we could sit on our hands if they took each other on.
He is right there now. The ranch has a big porch, and he just answered me. And now i'm alteratly watching him, and writing. The sun is huge when it sets over miles of sand and red clay. He laughs more here. It's just something i noticed.
Peaches don't like me. Mamacita says she' jealous. Doesn't say much else other than that it'll work out, and if it don't then we'll have to fight on it. Mamacita is special. Don't take nothin from nobody. Not even Wolf. She give me a book on wolves. She don't much approve of him going out to find a girl, and she said it loud at him the other day, but said it ain't my fault if he done it. Peaches don't agree.
He laughs at Peaches. He laughs at Mamacita. Even when she's right and he's gonna do what she says, he laughs.
None of them really know what i can do already. I ain't met Ghost since, but doesn't anybody really seem to be a watcher. I do that as well as i drive. I guess maybe i'll start with letting them know i ain't a baby wheels, and i ain't a worthless bangle, and then we'll see. It's not much, but it's a plan.
I can't see how he can wear black in this heat. I'm pretty much living in white. It helps some, but it's gotta be 100 degrees out there and summer just started officially.
After the sun goes down it cools off. But there ain't nothing around. Just you and the moon and whatever light you got with you. I almost remember knowing a world that was this dark at night. Where you need a light to get to the paddock. When it gets too cold, we'll go inside. Right now he's not talking or laughing. Just there. I guess this is where i'd talk about how i feel. Or maybe about how it went at the Train station. But i think this is where i'd just lean against somebody and watch the moon with him. Maybe i'll wonder what else i don't know. Or what he's thinking. Or what is gonna happen tomorrow. Or whether they need a point girl to go to Mexico again tomorrow or whether Scatter is gonna be back. Or Maybe not.
I just got the answer i expected, although i was rather nervous about it. He didn't ask it of Wolf and won't ask it of us. But now Wolf is mad at Wind. Should've asked Breed, but he's not around. Not sure which of those two will try to take on Wind. He's not what they think. I somehow have to stop Wolf. That would put Me and Kendall at odds. That would be bad. I told him that Kendall thinks Wind won't take him on. I told him that Breed wanted the right to dance with Wind. I don't know as how maybe they knew each other once. Breed said somethinga bout throwing rocks. Besides, Me and kendall talked, and if it's a fair fight between Wind and Breed, then we can walk away from it. Especially if the pack works like the family i was working for. Where if it was personal, and fair, the family didn't interfere. Wind and Wolf puts us against each other.
That's bad. Neither of us is sure we could sit on our hands if they took each other on.
He is right there now. The ranch has a big porch, and he just answered me. And now i'm alteratly watching him, and writing. The sun is huge when it sets over miles of sand and red clay. He laughs more here. It's just something i noticed.
Peaches don't like me. Mamacita says she' jealous. Doesn't say much else other than that it'll work out, and if it don't then we'll have to fight on it. Mamacita is special. Don't take nothin from nobody. Not even Wolf. She give me a book on wolves. She don't much approve of him going out to find a girl, and she said it loud at him the other day, but said it ain't my fault if he done it. Peaches don't agree.
He laughs at Peaches. He laughs at Mamacita. Even when she's right and he's gonna do what she says, he laughs.
None of them really know what i can do already. I ain't met Ghost since, but doesn't anybody really seem to be a watcher. I do that as well as i drive. I guess maybe i'll start with letting them know i ain't a baby wheels, and i ain't a worthless bangle, and then we'll see. It's not much, but it's a plan.
I can't see how he can wear black in this heat. I'm pretty much living in white. It helps some, but it's gotta be 100 degrees out there and summer just started officially.
After the sun goes down it cools off. But there ain't nothing around. Just you and the moon and whatever light you got with you. I almost remember knowing a world that was this dark at night. Where you need a light to get to the paddock. When it gets too cold, we'll go inside. Right now he's not talking or laughing. Just there. I guess this is where i'd talk about how i feel. Or maybe about how it went at the Train station. But i think this is where i'd just lean against somebody and watch the moon with him. Maybe i'll wonder what else i don't know. Or what he's thinking. Or what is gonna happen tomorrow. Or whether they need a point girl to go to Mexico again tomorrow or whether Scatter is gonna be back. Or Maybe not.