I need this festival....I think.
So, I'm very confused about a lot of things right now. Its very frusterating and upsetting. I had a really nice conversation with Tracy last night. However I was able really realize things that I don't like about myself. Sometimes you are aware of your own bad trates but you don't really become fully conscience of it until you can open up and tell someone about these things. Tracy means so much to me and has made it possible for me to become aware of my ego and maybe even parts of my shadow. She's so amazing because she has helped me grow so much. I don't know where I would be without her honestly. And now I'm not so excited about going to this Festival because I really want to be able to spend as much time as possible with her before she goes to portland. I'm going to miss her so much, I'm trying not to think about it. I know though, that I really need this festival, and I need to stay in the right frame of mind while there, cause this could be a good learning experience for me incase I decide to travel to Boulder some day. Anyway, I'm leaving in 20 minutes. I'll see you all in a week when I get back.