Feb 10, 2007 08:27
All your words, it's a lie to yourself, it's a home
There’s so much that you can't see
It’s a bomb that can kill everyone, and it blows
You can't even hear me scream"
Yesturday was absolutley horrible
The diagnosis I recieved was nothing short of an impediment to any positive stepping forward in the near future.
The simple complications of physics is a direct comparison to the entanglement of my existance!
Completely inept in more areas than one, what a beautiful tradegy it is, sometimes i'd like to sit back at watch some of my favorite past times, ones I know i'll never see again
There are certain words I wish I never hear again
There are certain smells I wish I never smelt again
There are certain places I wish I never see again
EVER EVER AGAIN
Im not sure how many chances im going to get at a fresh start, change of scenary new faces, new aspirations perhaps.....
Im going to make this one count
I've seen fire and I've seen rain
Ive seen sunny days that I thought would never end
I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend
but I always thought that I'd see you again"...
so much for silly dreams
so much for promises.
I was offered to teach the saturday pilates class cause megan is leaving :(
im going to miss her, another goodbye in the story of my life
And the worst part...shes leaving for a boy, a relationship, the illusion of permanance, changing her life around for such stupidity makes me angry.
I cant wait to be the one finally saying goodbye, only the irony in that is i wont have many to say goodbye to lol
o well, im excited for the summer :)
today was so much better than yesturday, a day i would love to forget
I did a photo shoot for boca magazine :)
yay me
<3 T