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I lost my license today. That is, I realized today that I lost it. I'm not really sure what happened to it. I think I left it at Denice's. Anyway, I had a meltdown over it because you pretty much don't exist and can't legally breathe without your license. Rather than going crazy looking for it or waiting for it to turn up at Denice's house, I decided to go down to the DOL and replace it, which catalyzed yet another freak-out because what the DOL says officially on their website is that you have to have a billion forms of "alternate" ID, and I fell slightly short of having a billion forms of ID. Apparently that's only their policy for Mexicans though, because she only wanted my birth certificate, and after taking what has to be my best best ID photograph ever, I was on my way.
While at the DOL I was able to see all the pictures of me that they've taken over the years. I look so incredibly different now. I was really amazed. Those pictures are pretty much the only pictures of me that exist, so it was really an interesting experience.
I'm dropping two of my classes at GRCC. They're not going to work out for me, so rather than having an unduly excessive amount of faith in myself and fucking up my transcript, I'm going to take the partial refund and run. All of my credits hitherto will transfer to Evergreen, so if I don't have my AA by the time fall rolls around, then so be it, I'll just get the last few credits for my AA there.
Today sucked. It was one of those days where I realized very early on that I should not have left the house at all.
I'm not sure how to reconcile my issues with education. I feel so outside of everything.
While at the DOL I was able to see all the pictures of me that they've taken over the years. I look so incredibly different now. I was really amazed. Those pictures are pretty much the only pictures of me that exist, so it was really an interesting experience.
I'm dropping two of my classes at GRCC. They're not going to work out for me, so rather than having an unduly excessive amount of faith in myself and fucking up my transcript, I'm going to take the partial refund and run. All of my credits hitherto will transfer to Evergreen, so if I don't have my AA by the time fall rolls around, then so be it, I'll just get the last few credits for my AA there.
Today sucked. It was one of those days where I realized very early on that I should not have left the house at all.
I'm not sure how to reconcile my issues with education. I feel so outside of everything.