fuck this
im so sick, i fucking hate this. i just wanna scream. im sure ill feel better by tomorrow but the last few days have been really shitty.
mike brought me soup one night which was so sweet and my roommates have been good about taking care of me, but i just want my mommy and daddy! they are the ones who take care of me because they want to, not because they have to or feel bad if they dont.
anyway this should be the last day that i feel this horrible. im so pissed that i missed work today. that means the last two fridays ive missed work and i really need money. even though steff and i are driving to florida for spring break its still gonna cost a lot.
i hate how the one person i want attention from just doesnt seem to care. like im just a nussance in his life. he wouldn't care if i just diappeared. maybe i will.
blah i need to get better !!!!
oh and this may be the first valentines day in a long while that i wont have a boy. emily is spending it with me though!
i heard a rumor that rickard and roya were spotted together. ughhhhhhhhhhh
peace out.
mike brought me soup one night which was so sweet and my roommates have been good about taking care of me, but i just want my mommy and daddy! they are the ones who take care of me because they want to, not because they have to or feel bad if they dont.
anyway this should be the last day that i feel this horrible. im so pissed that i missed work today. that means the last two fridays ive missed work and i really need money. even though steff and i are driving to florida for spring break its still gonna cost a lot.
i hate how the one person i want attention from just doesnt seem to care. like im just a nussance in his life. he wouldn't care if i just diappeared. maybe i will.
blah i need to get better !!!!
oh and this may be the first valentines day in a long while that i wont have a boy. emily is spending it with me though!
i heard a rumor that rickard and roya were spotted together. ughhhhhhhhhhh
peace out.