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We welcomed another family member into the world yesterday. Christina Maria. She is my older brother's daughter and she takes my breath away. She coos, soft and melodic coos. Her lips are gorgeous and she has a perfect little nose. I wish I could hold her for hours and just talk to her. She has a head full of what looks like curly hair, it is dark and gorgeous. She will grow up to move mountains, break hearts, and make a difference in the world. I'm lucky to part of her life.
I booked a ticket to California - finally. There have been many attempts but always a lack of funds or time. I can't wait to see the desert again. The stars light up the night sky, the whole vibe. Sometimes I wish that there was delorean. I'd hop in, set the date to anytime before 2008 and I'd pick up Nat and just drive it to the desert. My heart is warmed and broken daily by the loss of my friend. I can't wait to be engulfed by her, everything Evaro, everything musical, and soulful. Ah - just a few more weeks. I feel like I'm visiting her.
I will be 22 in a few weeks as well. Every birthday getting older is a time I want to just make time sit still. We are all getting older. The high school kids that volunteer at camp are so much younger than me. It may be a few years but these years are rapidly shaping us.
I feel like I am a piece of clay that has been on the wheel - being shaped - but my indents and molding is just too misshapen to fix.
I booked a ticket to California - finally. There have been many attempts but always a lack of funds or time. I can't wait to see the desert again. The stars light up the night sky, the whole vibe. Sometimes I wish that there was delorean. I'd hop in, set the date to anytime before 2008 and I'd pick up Nat and just drive it to the desert. My heart is warmed and broken daily by the loss of my friend. I can't wait to be engulfed by her, everything Evaro, everything musical, and soulful. Ah - just a few more weeks. I feel like I'm visiting her.
I will be 22 in a few weeks as well. Every birthday getting older is a time I want to just make time sit still. We are all getting older. The high school kids that volunteer at camp are so much younger than me. It may be a few years but these years are rapidly shaping us.
I feel like I am a piece of clay that has been on the wheel - being shaped - but my indents and molding is just too misshapen to fix.