an ode to words

[viviste]

i apologize
for not being able to recognize
the importance of what hypnotized
me
in the beginning.
and now you've moved on
without me pondering the
relevance that you still have in my life.
i miss you, and the comfort
you once had for me.
damn,
this was a lame attempt
to reconcile our differences.
i apologize...
i apologize.

so today my dad taught me some things about the zodiac and the 5 elements that affect the zodiacs. it was fun to learn and i want to learn more. it's the year of the pig! that's good for me as a dragon because last year, the year of the dog, was extra hard on me--cause the dragon is directly in opposition of the dog on the wheel...and apparently in this year i'm gonna make lots of relationships and i'm gonna be extra attractive (???) and not just in the romantic sense. i have a chance to get ahead in business and if i were the marrying type (or looking for marriage) this year would've been good for that. (HA!)
this is all fun and interesting...and my dad also taught me how to count the zodiacs on my hand, which is also fun. as well as count in numbers that don't really make sense to me. oh well.

i haven't posted here in a while--sucks that this post back is so lame.
happy (belated) new year everyone! i can tell you a little about your fortune if you want. (but only very little)

oh yea and school is kicking my ass.
and you should all watch christina aguilera's candyman--if you're a sytycd fan--cause benji's in it!
plus the 40's era theme is pretty awesome, i like the dancing. =P