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"the universe only gives you what you can handle"
go shove a firecracker up your twat and light it.
I would rather be dealing with any kind of physical deformity or physical torutre, rape that didn't involve psychic crap - and was pure assault... like getting assualted on the street and having a gun pointed to my head, or anything that wouldn't fuck with me on a psychic or spiritual level. The fucking body goes away. In a lot of ways the energetic aspect is soooo much worse than anything else could possibly be.
the kicker was that I had earned my freedom from this shit.
the sad thing is that it's highly unlikely that I'll ever woek that hard again... because I don't trust hard work anymore, and I don't trust that it'll work. More than likely I will just end up bouncing up and down for a while and down will win after wearing me to my fucking bones.
I need help now, I did the work before, I'm in no condition to do it now. And I have no clue how I could have done it differently. Obviously all the work I did didn't matter., so I want to know what will.
go shove a firecracker up your twat and light it.
I would rather be dealing with any kind of physical deformity or physical torutre, rape that didn't involve psychic crap - and was pure assault... like getting assualted on the street and having a gun pointed to my head, or anything that wouldn't fuck with me on a psychic or spiritual level. The fucking body goes away. In a lot of ways the energetic aspect is soooo much worse than anything else could possibly be.
the kicker was that I had earned my freedom from this shit.
the sad thing is that it's highly unlikely that I'll ever woek that hard again... because I don't trust hard work anymore, and I don't trust that it'll work. More than likely I will just end up bouncing up and down for a while and down will win after wearing me to my fucking bones.
I need help now, I did the work before, I'm in no condition to do it now. And I have no clue how I could have done it differently. Obviously all the work I did didn't matter., so I want to know what will.