happy ending- feeling of relief is so niceee. and knowing that things will be better now.
i feel so relaxed and calm, like i just did yoga or something.
i just finished my first application!! i feel so much better. the deadline is dec 1. haha.
i also feel better because i was able to get things off my chest today. its surprising how much better i feel. now i think that everything can actually work out. but it all depends on how much a friendship means. friendships involve effort so we'll see what happens. and if it doesn't work out, thats the way it was meant to be. but it would be a shame because friendships are worth a lot. but we'll see.
speaking of friends, i have the best friends ever. Sharon just spent 4 hours with me to help me fix my college essay. we also ate and talked and it was fun bonding with her. sharon made me soup and her mommy made some stuff too. yummy. she is such a cute korean that no one could ever get angry with.
jenny has been telling me stories lately.. hehe..certain kinds of stories cheer me up. and helped me out when i felt stressed or upset or confused. thanks jenny. hehe.. that poem is fucken awesome. she also burned me the jackjohnson/ death cab for cutie cd.
zaib made me a mixed "tape", its really a cd. and she put so much time and work into it. there is a motive to it.
a lot of other people have been really caring to me lately and i appreciate it. now that rutgers is done. on to the harder schools.. nyu and columbia. we'll see what happens.
i love all of you guys.
thanksgiving weekend was fun? yeah, even though the senior miss kinda suck, it was still fun.
wednesday-senior miss practice. then we went to jane's so she could teach me some stuff on piano but we ended up staying for along time. i wanted tcby so we went but they were closed. so then we went to holsten's and had ice cream. fun night. we told stories and sang. good times good times.
i spent thanksgiving morning at the football game against belleville and of course we won. my last marching band event. i'm kinda sad but rather relieved cause now i have more humanities papers and applications to deal with.
then i came home and worked on applications. jimmy ended up spending thanksgiving with me. it was fun. he ate the chicken my mom made me and stuffing and mashed potatoes and yummmmmyyyyy.. then we drove around to see what was open. stopped by jenny's, played cards, jimmy had good cards and won every round. not because he was good but because he was lucky. :) and then i drove us to mcdonalds where we got parfait which i have been craving, but the tcby ones. the parfait from mcdonalds was disgusting. then pathmark to buy cookie dough. we baked cookies for my cousins who slept over for four nights. then we played hide and go seek with them. there were so many of them, my parents didn't know where they were going to sleep but we managed. they're so cute though. it felt nice to spend the holidays with them because its been a while and some of them are moving. :( my little tater tots.
i was suppose to go see "walk the line", the johnny cash movie but there was a mixup and i ended up not going. but the person that didn;t come get me was going to during the movie but i dind't want him to miss it.
friday- senior miss practice. then i went out with jimmy. i made jenny come along. we played with the dog, mimi, who wear a sweater because she gets cold in the winter. so cute. its the taco bell dog. and they played video games while i relaxed and played with the dog. then we went to ryohei's and then to the diner where they played a trick on karen and jenny. i was the only one to get real hot cocco. jenny told me the cocoa tasted funny but i said, no i think it taste really good. haha.
then we went home around 2 which was okay with my parents as long as i wasn't the one driving.
saturday- senior miss day and interview. i;m tired. i'll go into the senior miss another day.
btw, if any of you guys have been hearing things and are wondering if its true, yes it is. paul and i have broken up.
i just finished my first application!! i feel so much better. the deadline is dec 1. haha.
i also feel better because i was able to get things off my chest today. its surprising how much better i feel. now i think that everything can actually work out. but it all depends on how much a friendship means. friendships involve effort so we'll see what happens. and if it doesn't work out, thats the way it was meant to be. but it would be a shame because friendships are worth a lot. but we'll see.
speaking of friends, i have the best friends ever. Sharon just spent 4 hours with me to help me fix my college essay. we also ate and talked and it was fun bonding with her. sharon made me soup and her mommy made some stuff too. yummy. she is such a cute korean that no one could ever get angry with.
jenny has been telling me stories lately.. hehe..certain kinds of stories cheer me up. and helped me out when i felt stressed or upset or confused. thanks jenny. hehe.. that poem is fucken awesome. she also burned me the jackjohnson/ death cab for cutie cd.
zaib made me a mixed "tape", its really a cd. and she put so much time and work into it. there is a motive to it.
a lot of other people have been really caring to me lately and i appreciate it. now that rutgers is done. on to the harder schools.. nyu and columbia. we'll see what happens.
i love all of you guys.
thanksgiving weekend was fun? yeah, even though the senior miss kinda suck, it was still fun.
wednesday-senior miss practice. then we went to jane's so she could teach me some stuff on piano but we ended up staying for along time. i wanted tcby so we went but they were closed. so then we went to holsten's and had ice cream. fun night. we told stories and sang. good times good times.
i spent thanksgiving morning at the football game against belleville and of course we won. my last marching band event. i'm kinda sad but rather relieved cause now i have more humanities papers and applications to deal with.
then i came home and worked on applications. jimmy ended up spending thanksgiving with me. it was fun. he ate the chicken my mom made me and stuffing and mashed potatoes and yummmmmyyyyy.. then we drove around to see what was open. stopped by jenny's, played cards, jimmy had good cards and won every round. not because he was good but because he was lucky. :) and then i drove us to mcdonalds where we got parfait which i have been craving, but the tcby ones. the parfait from mcdonalds was disgusting. then pathmark to buy cookie dough. we baked cookies for my cousins who slept over for four nights. then we played hide and go seek with them. there were so many of them, my parents didn't know where they were going to sleep but we managed. they're so cute though. it felt nice to spend the holidays with them because its been a while and some of them are moving. :( my little tater tots.
i was suppose to go see "walk the line", the johnny cash movie but there was a mixup and i ended up not going. but the person that didn;t come get me was going to during the movie but i dind't want him to miss it.
friday- senior miss practice. then i went out with jimmy. i made jenny come along. we played with the dog, mimi, who wear a sweater because she gets cold in the winter. so cute. its the taco bell dog. and they played video games while i relaxed and played with the dog. then we went to ryohei's and then to the diner where they played a trick on karen and jenny. i was the only one to get real hot cocco. jenny told me the cocoa tasted funny but i said, no i think it taste really good. haha.
then we went home around 2 which was okay with my parents as long as i wasn't the one driving.
saturday- senior miss day and interview. i;m tired. i'll go into the senior miss another day.
btw, if any of you guys have been hearing things and are wondering if its true, yes it is. paul and i have broken up.