GRRR!!!

[viviin]

so there's this guy that i work with. he's got a crappy attitude like me and if possible does less work than i do. he's got this blog site that he goes to and he's talking about some project he was given at work that he didn't even want. well, no big right? well, wrong! am i just fucking invisible???? no one here ever tells me anything! people get projects, people get picked to go places, etc. etc. etc. but no one ever asks me. it's like, hello, one of the more competent people here!!! FUCK!!!! i'm so pissed off about it. i just thought it was the inner circle people who's cubes were right by the bosses office that got stuff to do. because they always get stuff to do because she sees them and they're right there. but now! someone who i felt was on my side (sort of) getting something and then complaining about it! WHATEVER!!!!!!! i'll just sit here like always, doing my job, reading a magazine or a book and being FUCKING invisible!!!! even 'the idiot' probably gets stuff to do. god! there are people here with way worse attitudes than i have. at least i help people when they ask. and i'm not going to follow everyone around like a fucking dog asking for shit to do. they know where i fucking sit and they can fucking ask me. they know i'm fucking able to do it. this is just fucking ridiculous. i realize that at this point i'm just beating a dead horse here but i'm fucking pissed off!!!

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
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yea! it's friday.

p.s. - it's freezing in here.