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sick
sick
sick
I've been healthy for two straight months. A record for me. I was so proud. I was taking care of myself, not stressing out as much, managing my schedule, eating fruit and drinking water. TOnight just hit, no warning. One minute I was fine, hanging out with Sam. I walked down from his room to the 4th floor to the bathroom, came back, layed down and then felt horribly and terribly sick. Headache, dizzy, tired, gunky-sickly throat.
I get the feeling I'm a very high-strung person now. I know I didn't used to be, but I can't put my finger on when it changed, what happened to make me change...I just know I have.
But in some ways...becuase I'm not as easygoing/carefree, it's kind of shown me who's really willing to stick around. Stay close friends. Who's patient enough to look past it and who doesn't give me the option of disappearing from our friendship. Thank you
sick
sick
I've been healthy for two straight months. A record for me. I was so proud. I was taking care of myself, not stressing out as much, managing my schedule, eating fruit and drinking water. TOnight just hit, no warning. One minute I was fine, hanging out with Sam. I walked down from his room to the 4th floor to the bathroom, came back, layed down and then felt horribly and terribly sick. Headache, dizzy, tired, gunky-sickly throat.
I get the feeling I'm a very high-strung person now. I know I didn't used to be, but I can't put my finger on when it changed, what happened to make me change...I just know I have.
But in some ways...becuase I'm not as easygoing/carefree, it's kind of shown me who's really willing to stick around. Stay close friends. Who's patient enough to look past it and who doesn't give me the option of disappearing from our friendship. Thank you