impulse

[vividly_silent]

i want to take markers to the walls
run circles around the house
blow bubbles in the front yard
read my book all day
draw something on a shower curtain
carve something into a candle
be a chef for an afternoon
swim every evening
summon up all of my best memories
write a short story
take a whole bunch of polaroid pictures
walk until i can't anymore
run away and never come back
stay and never ever leave
daydream for a whole day
cover the entire driveway with chalk
get rid of everything and travel the world
figure out what the next step in life is
find someone to share life with
express my thoughts only in pictures
remember all of my dreams

reading: water for elephants · sara gruen