lonelymind

[vividdevotchka]

i'm constantly feeling my ability to feel anything (good) drain away. i feel my emotional connections drifting and i keep straining to hold on to them like the strings of slowly elevating balloons just out of reach. but when i think about it, my heart tugs to remind me that it's still there.
my mind is always eager to leave me .and others. befuddled.