{{sym}} pathetic saturday
waking at 6 AM there is no rolling over, although i'd like to turn my back on the entire day.
i think i have. i've mocked saturday and turned it into a sunday if you will.
the lazy routine:
laying in bed reading,
to the computer for no reason,
avoidance of my project room,
avoidance of the dirty kitchen that i dirtied making a lunch i hardly ate,
making phone calls to friends, we gossip like we actually are something.
three dollars in my purse, so i can hopefully make it to denver tomorrow.
this little money is the stress that i don't need
the beer in the fridge is of little relief
and i wish my roommate would be home soon with tequila and cigarettes
i hope he comes home so i have money for tomorrow.
i hope i can sleep tonight
after my day lacking activity.
i start chatting my roommates mom up when she calls him and he's not home.
we talk about surgery, snowboarding, luke moving out
dan calls, he's worried about getting addicted to the drugs they're giving him
he's getting morphine every six hours
i miss his constant company, i wish this injury never happened
i think i have. i've mocked saturday and turned it into a sunday if you will.
the lazy routine:
laying in bed reading,
to the computer for no reason,
avoidance of my project room,
avoidance of the dirty kitchen that i dirtied making a lunch i hardly ate,
making phone calls to friends, we gossip like we actually are something.
three dollars in my purse, so i can hopefully make it to denver tomorrow.
this little money is the stress that i don't need
the beer in the fridge is of little relief
and i wish my roommate would be home soon with tequila and cigarettes
i hope he comes home so i have money for tomorrow.
i hope i can sleep tonight
after my day lacking activity.
i start chatting my roommates mom up when she calls him and he's not home.
we talk about surgery, snowboarding, luke moving out
dan calls, he's worried about getting addicted to the drugs they're giving him
he's getting morphine every six hours
i miss his constant company, i wish this injury never happened